New year comes so fast...

            Happy New Years to Everyone....

 

 

 

 

            你今天复习了多少？

            你今天复习的怎么样？

            你今天背了多少单词？

            Is this kind of question childish?

            How would you answer them?

            i just said i don't know....

 

            不知道就表示没有复习？

            不知道就表示一天都在玩游戏？

            plus, is there any game for me to play?

            only two dogs in nds that i want to take care...

            will it take me all day long?

 

            爸爸的笔记本中了病毒..

            which means that 我上了不该上的网站？？？

            plus, 有什么不该上的网站我能上的.....？

 

            ETS都在过圣诞节....

            So that i cannot get my toefl score...

            does it means that i am afraid of telling them the mark?

 

            看到我的时候在复习就是我复习了，

            看到我的时候不在复习就是我没有复习过....

            Then it is so easy for me to pretend to be studying all day long...

            is that what you want?

 

            耳闻也许为虚，眼见也不一定为实.

            Do you know that?

 

 

 

    

 

              Well, an extremely bad job i did in Toefl ibt..

              a last chance is waiting for me..

              or, i have to go to Canada after Spring Festival to study language..

             

             since primary school, English has been my best subject at school...

             except for P.E....

             but now, i have no confidence in myself...

             i don't know what to do and how to do it...

             

             i am not a girl who have a strong self-discipline..

             for i could do well, even though i might not work so hard as others before..

             but now, i cannot...

             No pain, no gain..

             so many times, parents and teachers have told us...

             I cannot gain without pain...

             though i am having a pain in my heart now...

 

             vocabulary....

             i have to learn those lovely words by heart now..

             i have to read those complex reading passages now..

             i have to listen to those abstract lectures now...

             i have to write those *&%$$#@$ compositions now..

             And i have to talk in English without anyone now..

             .........

 

            Anyway, i have to catch the last chance

            i don't want to be a stupid girl who can not even beat a little exam

            i don't want to fall behind others

            i don't want to give up my great plan for the days after toefl exam

            i want to believe myself that i can make it

           

            Yes, everyone can

            why can't i ?